“Ji Yong, focus!” the director yelled at me for the millionth time.

My eyes drooped and tears formed in the corners.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with you, but you’ll need to cooperate if you want a good shot,” he continued.

Sighing inwardly, I positioned myself with the ladies. I had to fight back ( Read more... )

            It was made by my best friend. In the right place. At the right time. For the right person. Though I could be wrong.

It was made by the one my heart beats for. The perfect words. The sweetest hymn. The most heartbreaking message of all. Though I could be wrong.

It was made by the object of my joy. The hidden ( Read more... )

            I lost my temper and it felt like the whole world turned blank. One shout, one piercing smack on him, and that was enough. Enough to break his heart, enough to make him turn from me, enough to kill me on the inside.

I lost my temper and all that I knew was taken away from me. Everything was too quick, that I couldn’t even ( Read more... )

            He stepped down from his slick, black limousine, grinning and waving at the camera flashes and his screaming fangirls.

“Ji Yong, I love you!” they all shrieked at him.

He flashed his pearly white teeth, but behind those sunglasses, his eyes showed the empty part in his heart.

What did those girls ( Read more... )

            Ji Yong’s hands fell limply to his sides. That was it? It was over? Seung Ri was gone?

It can’t be, he thought. It can’t be! Things are happening too fast! This is a dream, right? This is a dream. It has to be.

Tears continued streaming down his cheeks. His mind told him nothing was true, but his heart told him ( Read more... )

            Ji Yong opened his eyes to the new morning. He was in his apartment, in his room, and on his bed. He groaned, dazed with hangover, and shut his eyes again, wondering how he even got there after the night. Already half asleep, his mind played tiny fragments from before he had blacked out.

There he was, coming out from ( Read more... )

            “Don’t be shy now, Seung Hyun,” the young mother said gently to her son and pushed him slightly into the daycare. “I’ll come back right after my errands. Play nicely now, okay?”

The toddler looked up at his mother with wide eyes. “N-no! No!”

She smiled down at him, let go of his tiny hand, and spoke to one of ( Read more... )

            Jong Hyun opened the door and was greeted by a loud shriek so early in the morning.

“Omoooo!” Seung Ri was bawling his head off. Big Bang’s youngest took SHINee’s lead by the shoulders and started shaking him with wide eyes. “What happened?”

“Seung Ri, Seung Ri,” Jong Hyun tried to say, his voice shaking. “Calm ( Read more... )

            “The prince knelt down and placed a sweet kiss on the princess’s lips. She awoke from her deep sleep and they lived happily ever after.” Ji Yong closed the children’s book and looked at their sleeping Maknae. Chuckling to himself he stood up from beside the bed.

“Hyung,” Dae Sung said, coming into the room. “Why do you read ( Read more... )

            There is no such thing as wrong love.

You told me those exact same words and made me possibly the happiest, most confident man in the world. Happy, because I knew you’d understand what I’d been hiding for so long; confident, because I knew you’d accept it and make my biggest dream come true.

But I was wrong.
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